I BELIEVE YOU!

Christine Blasey Ford 2018

Ok, so the door has been opened really wide for me to write a post on this hearing. (Ford vs. Kavanaugh)

As a victim of sexual assault, by my very own husband, Roman’s dad, this is not something that I take lightly, and the way that some people, including Kavanaugh, are responding to this is BLOWING MY MIND!!! I have been glued to the tv since yesterday getting worked up and sitting with my mouth wide open at moments. I don’t even know where to start. So, first of all, this poor sweet little lady says “I am a fiercely independent person and I am no one’s pawn. My motivation in coming forward was to provide the facts about how Mr. Kavanaugh’s actions have changed my life, so that you can take that into serious consideration as you make your decision about how to proceed. It is not my responsibility to determine whether Mr. Kavanaugh deserves to sit on the Supreme Court. My responsibility is to tell the truth.” THE SUPREME COURT! That is a lifetime term, and quite a serious position to hold for someone who lied IN COURT! (Look up the definition of devil’s triangle and boofing) Mind you, our president is a fucking joke, so I guess anything is possible, but I can’t help but feel like its common sense to say that, regardless of how old you are when you make these mistakes, they do, sometimes unfortunately, define who you are. If he was a changed man, wouldn’t he, perhaps have reached out to her at some point to apologize for what he did as a young person under the influence!? Instead, he’s dodging every question thrown at him, refusing an FBI investigation, and having a dude with looks like Barty Crouch Jr. with a temper like Veruca Salt come to his defense.I CANNOT HANDLE!!!!! Let me just let you all be aware, every woman who has been through this, has a different experience, and a different way that they react to the trauma. Roman’s dad (while I was pregnant) would force me to have anal sex with him, and if I said I didn’t want to, or refused to at all, he would lock me in the closet for hours, sometimes overnight. This amongst many other things he would do to me, and to be completely honest, a lot of it I blacked out and don’t remember. Maybe its because I subconsciously don’t want to remember all of it, because it was the worst part of my life, or maybe its a defense thing that your brain does when it goes through something it clearly should never have to. One thing you DON’T forget is the face of the person who looked at you like prey. My point to that is, if I can’t remember things and am this effected by my own husband doing these things to me, imagine what Christine felt…how it effected her to have these 2 guys ganging up on her, laughing at her suffering and screaming to let her go. I CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE!!!! We all think that we would react a certain way if we were in that situation, but the truth of the matter is, you don’t know how you would react and what the longterm effects would be. Her standing up to make us all aware to what kind of person this guy really is, took big ass balls. She has nothing to gain from this, but being able to say that she helped prevent another piece of shit from being in a high position in this country. The LEAST they could do is agree to an investigation. If you have nothing to hide, that is.

I BELIEVE YOU Christine Blasey Ford!!! I admire you, and I will forever be grateful for the courage you have to stand up for what is right. #DelayTheVote

…also can’t wait till this movie come out! Lol